Blessed are the poor in spirit. This is the starting point for my life. As I was reading my prayer list today it
became very clear to me that I have no spiritual power over any of the others
on my list. My list begins with the
president of the United States. Of
course I have no power where he is concerned. But it quickly goes to the
minister and elders of my local church and then to my family. With these I at least can be heard. But the hard fact is heard is about all that
I can truly expect. I cannot direct them to give their attention, to give their
devotion, or obedience to God, and then know that because I said so, they will
do it. Nope, no power.
On the inside of the cover of my prayer book it says, “The
revival must start with me.” I am back to “Poor in spirit.” I have learned and become a little faithful
in a few small areas, but compared to where I should be, let’s just say I am
very far behind. I am so thankful that I
do believe that God is merciful. So what
can I do?
Continue. Don’t spend
a lot of time moaning and regretting, rather be thankful for the time I still
have and move forward. I can only move
slowly forward, but I can move forward. Work at improving my discipline,
whatever it is. Learn faithfulness and move forward in one or two areas at a
time.
The only power I can ever have is the power of a crucified
life. This is a life where my natural
laziness and demands for pleasure have been destroyed and in their place
discipline and a thankful heart have taken their place. This is an indestructible life. But I can still not make demands and expect
to be obeyed. No the growing spirit will
attract others. But the one poor in
spirit, though growing, becomes free to not make demands. The Eternal God is still the only power on
earth to draw men’s hearts. And he uses
the men whose hearts are inclined toward him.
God, thank you for the desire to act. Thank you that you also give the power. Thank you that I have from time to time used
that power to exercise that desire.
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